Wow, it's been forever since I've written anything. I'm still with the same guy and still wishing our sex life was better. ... but w/e things are working for now.

Anyway, I had the best fantasy while I was masturbating today.  I was imagining a threesome with a beautiful girl and a guy with enough libido to service both of us and then some. Then what I realized was that what I was really wanting was a relationship with them. Not just sex. I think it would be awesome to have a boyfriend and a girlfriend that you live with. Have them to hang out with, date, sleep next to, watch T.V. with.  Just everything. Every normal everyday common joys.  Not to mention the mind-blowing sex.

Then I wondered if such a relationship is possible. And if so how does one get into that one of those? How would you build enough trust for there to be no resentment that is often found in repeated threesome sex?  Thing is, I don't just want the sex. I want the companion ship of both a man and a woman. 

Is there anyone else out there who feels the same?